A Quick Thank You for Your Prayers
First of all, I want to thank you for your graciousness if you checked for my blog post last week & missed it. We had a sudden loss in our family & we are all still in an adjustment phase of life right now. I will share more when it is more appropriate, but please continue to pray for our family.
Pivot Moments
As you may know, I have been working through retelling major pivotal moments in my life where God shone through in the toughest of circumstances & different areas where He grew me beyond what I thought capable.
God is an awesome God. He is limitless & infinite & has unconditional love for us, demonstrated by Jesus’ sacrifice on the cross to redeem us for our wrongs if we but ask.
This week, I am taking us a step back to share another amazing thing that came through the reading of “Authentic Beauty”, by Leslie Ludy.
Looking Back & Lessons Learned
I mentioned a couple weeks ago about the encouragement to destroy a stronghold that had been keeping me captive—keeping me from finding freedom & healing through the leaning into the strength, wisdom, & power of God.
I also mentioned the demonic attack that came after that decision & action, overshadowed completely by God making everything calm with a single thought. His power infinitely overpowers the worst Satan can try against us.
But this week, I wanted to share with you the spark that encouraged me into ministry.
He Makes Me Worthy
First, let me just say that I am no one extraordinary. I am not super disciplined. I am not the most eloquent speaker. I am not even sinless or temptation-free (no one is). I have made & continue to make my fair share of mistakes.
I am just a girl… A daughter of the King. Not because of anything I specifically deserve, but because of the redemption I have found in submitting to Christ.
I still have a naturally fleshly heart that wants to rebel & question & wander. I have to continually check myself & pray for God to rein me back in with His truth, love, & grace.
God created everyone with a God-designed purpose, but we often drown that out by listening to the world instead of leaning into Him.
Learning to Lean into God Above Myself
I am not good at leaning into Him. I am good at relying on myself & the wisdom I far too often rely on, based on human understanding versus the wisdom of our all-knowing, loving God.
I am to be taken with a grain of salt, checked against with Scripture Truth… a human with limitations, temptations, & continual failures.
But I am redeemed & I am learning (by leaning into God for help to do it) to trust God’s plan over mine… to let Him define me & not my own desires or understanding or scars… to let Him shape me into the woman He created me to be.
It was that spark of realization that began my journey of striving to a be a light for Christ in my life.
He Created You with Purpose, Too
And He can do the exact same for you. Because you are just as much created by Him with purpose as I am (flawed past, present, & future included).
He is just as capable of changing you from the inside out as He has & is doing with me.
God is the power behind the will & act of change (Hint: because of my strong will, I have to pray often for even the DESIRE to submit to this change & His purposes–& He is faithful to shape my heart. We don’t have to try to outwill ourselves without His help).
Lean into Him… Not me… Not yourself… Not others.
“Someone Else Can Do It”
I am not immune to the trends of culture. I long believed that it was always “the church’s” job to do the work within the church. But who is “the church”?
We are.
I always used to let everyone else do the ministry work, thinking that work was for pastors & “super spiritual” people. I was believing a lie born of the devil.
I was letting the devil convince me to sit on the sidelines, keep my mouth shut about the hope of Christ, treat church like a Christian country club, & let others do the heavy lifting.
I thought I wasn’t good enough to lead or to do much of anything.
But, God.
But God designed the church to work like a body, each serving a purpose to edify, lift up, encourage, & point others to the hope found only in Him.
Whether sharing the Gospel hope brought by Jesus Christ, cleaning up after others, bringing meals to those suffering, helping with financial support, going out into the community to love & to serve, or leading a Bible Study… etc. etc. etc….
… Ministry isn’t just from a pulpit. It’s not a pastor only job. It’s a day by day living for Christ & being a light in the world for Christ. It’s leaning into Him & His Truth & being a living outpouring of that hope, truth, & love.
I Was Called… You Are Called
And when I finished reading that book, among a couple others I cannot recall, I realized that reality.
I, as an individual was… & YOU as an individual are… called to live for Christ… not to sit on the sidelines while the world despairs through their own human wisdom & understanding.
We’re in a war & we are too often letting the enemy dictate the rules of the battle instead of leaning into our Almighty God.
We need to join the church body, not just to do what is glamorous or fits what pleases us or makes us look good. We need to do what needs to be done.
I did not set out to run a blog, but followed the prompting of God’s leading to be a light in this world, but it started back then, with a spark to do more.
What is God calling you to? What is His design for you?
Take the time to pray it over & keep praying until it’s clear… & pray for the will to start praying, if that’s what it takes.
… & start by serving the church where you can.
Lean into God & let Him lead you. Shine HIS hope, through His power & wisdom.
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