Just Please Don’t be Awkward
I have gone through life mostly with the understanding of keeping to myself when in public spaces–minding my own business & putting on blinders when running errands & such. ‘Don’t be a bother… Don’t make others uncomfortable… Don’t be awkward,’ is sort of the idea.
Is that just me?
But then, I start praying about practical evangelism… you know, being willing to share about Jesus at the grocery store, hardware store, or anywhere else God may give me a little nudge.
Hard to do when your natural instinct is to keep to yourself, eyes down, focused on just getting what you need & getting home.
Hard to do when you have this inner nag to not bother or disturb anyone… not wanting to make a scene… not wanting to make anyone uncomfortable. Not wanting to be awkward.
God Sees Their Most Hidden/Repressed Thoughts
But then, I remember that God sees the deep, dark thoughts of every single person alive. He knows what goes through their minds when alone at night, with no one around to whom they may feel the need to project confidence. He sees their doubts… their wavering resolve… their fear.
I don’t. I just see “random dude in line behind me at the grocery store.”
So, I have been praying that God send me help in growing past this felt ‘need’ to keep to myself. To be available to any opportunity as it may arise. To have the confidence to be a lighthouse to anyone grasping in the dark for hope.
Take the Time to Look Up
And one of the first things God has begun to whisper over my heart is a simple little phrase: “Take the time to look up.”
Now, I don’t mean just to look up & pray, knowing He is not caught off guard & He knows just what to say & just what they’re worried about…. Praying is also quite necessary in this situation, though–because He DOES know.
But an urge to actually, physically, look up. To see faces. To smile. To make eye contact. To ask the cashier “How is your day going so far today?” To be actively friendly & to take time to SEE people who pass me by & to show them that they are seen. To take the time to look up.
I know it may seem small, but it’s just a starting point. It’s a first step.
Shame on Me for Doubting God
It frequently comes easy to me to strike up a conversation about Jesus when I am asked… or on my blog, social media, or website platforms… but when it’s a stranger who hasn’t asked, shown any interest, or has not noticeably come looking for answers… it all comes down to me doubting God when I feel that little nudge from Him on my heart.
Do I believe Him enough to risk looking like a fool in order to trust His lead?
It’s like that trust-building game where one wears a blindfold while the other directs them around obstacles… they can’t see where they are going, but they know the other person does.
Do I trust God to see what I can’t see? Do I trust Him to lead me when I can’t see where I am going, what to say, or what will come of it?
Do you?
A Prayer of Repentance
Let us take time to repent of any lack of trust we may feel bubble up in the form of discomfort right now… to say, “God, please forgive me. My hesitancy reveals my distrust. Even though You made the world & everything in it… even though You gave Your Son to die for my wrongs… even though You know all there is to know with perfect wisdom & understanding… I still doubt You sometimes. Please forgive me for that. Right my perspective. Right my focus. Help me to trust You more fully. Help me to care more about people rescued from Hell than I do about feeling like an idiot in public. Please forgive me & help me. I can’t do this without You. In Jesus’ name, AMEN.”
Self-Checkup
What do you find yourself holding back from God?
Where do you find yourself doubting that He knows what He is doing better than you do?
What causes you to pause as you walk “blindfolded” & He leads you?
Where do you need to ask Him to forgive you & to help you trust Him more?
Shine HOPE by trusting God to lead you into uncomfortable situations for His glory & for saving someone from having to face the consequences of their own sin.
We ALL need Jesus. Amen?
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